Sathana's freaking,tweaking scripts

If i only i knew......

2010-02-19T12:27:00.000+05:30

I would never have been careless with time,
If only i knew i can never get it back....

I would never have fought with friends,
If only i knew how long they will be my friends...

I would never have let you down,
If only i knew how deep your love is on me...

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2010-01-09T19:53:00.000+05:30

Its been a very long time with my blog.Its nt that am so busy ,or dat i got sumthin else in my life to hold me up or watever,bt i have been a quite a long time away from my blog....i dn post as often as i used to ,i dn get thoughts as it used to be,am jus blank in every thought ,Just fed up to dream,to think ,Duno its unusual kinda me,may be am changing or i may not.Sumthing i search fot still,i havent found out yet,Life is teaching me new lessonsssss.
and the important one which goes on now in those lessons,is never be careless.Well,yeah i have been a careless a lottttt,i missed ,i messed up things around me,spoiled friendship,established friendships,kinda,Life is interesting as usual in its each frame,but i have missed to adore n admire it a long time,I missing up my fellow readers,who d hell wl hang on to ur blog,if u write crap or dn blog at al,lol,watever i started to write up sumthing,but endin up writing sumthing,blankkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Miss u......

2009-12-12T19:55:00.001+05:30

We have been really these happy days

As happy as trees in May

With you by my side

Kept all my fears aside

The voice of you

The thought of you

The cranky messages you sent

The poetry words you said

The warmth and comfort we shared

We were miles away which we never cared

Everything and each thing you did to me

Made me feel am the princess of your heart

I do discern nothing in you has changed

But why do i miss you, still??????

I love you......

2009-12-07T13:57:00.002+05:30

I love you......
Which you think,i shall speak out

I love you......

What you tell,i shall follow instantly

I love you......
When you need,i shall be there

I love you......
Why you worry,i shall cry then

I love you......
Where you go ,i shall go too

I love you......

Am With you now and always......

What is it,that is missing??????

2009-12-02T12:50:00.000+05:30

Something is yet to be said or done

I attempt to figure it out

Is it cos of life's hushing rush

Which conquers my mind alltime

Or is it cos of the superiority complex

Or possessiveness or whatever

I am fed up of things

Which were close to me once

I run out of thoughts

Even to my dearies and fairies

Life is as usual in its run

Which no longer appeals me as fun

I need a word or deed

Which is my very need

A word which will invigorate

A deed making me feel venerated

Am the one ,the ONE who is me and very much me

And i wish to conquer and occupy my place ,solely......

Am nt the first ,but the best......

2009-11-13T11:33:00.000+05:30

I wanted to be the first

I aspired to be the first

I longed to be the first

I was inspired to be the first

And i endeavored to become the first

I walked up the hill,i thought am the first ever

I won the match ,i thought am the first

I lost.,i thought am the first

whether its my innocence or my idiocy

Am nt the first,i can never be the first.

Whatever i have done,doing or do

Whatever i said,saying,or will say

Somebody has ,have ,or had

I was disappointed,kinda vexed

What is this life?

I can never be first

And yeah ,not the last too

Cos am nt the first or last human in this world

I am following the foottraces of survival

But i wont be the same as all

Ya,am not he first,

Am nt the last

But i will be surely one

Among the best,

The best ever......

Rude

2009-10-27T21:33:00.000+05:30

Nope ,i dont have the heart to see some one rude to me or to any other.I have always given it back regardless of who it was may be my friens or my principal,just whoever.People do occasionally think from one end attimes and think that am the rudest girl,just seeing me giving the dose back,if only they knew that what has happened earlier.

Growing up is never always fun,people keep criticising you,if you are popular,whatever you do ,whether you are or not.I have been facing a lot such situations,but i never stopped to explain whom i am,if they think am rude,am least bothered.But my mom keeps preaching me ,society matters a lot and all must think me a good polite girl alone.I do go by her words attimes trying to be polite ever,smiling when hurt or one pest talks to you just toooo much or whatever.

It so happened that one day a senior of mine,standing in lab never bothered to answer my friends query,pretending to havent listened at all.Well ,i din't do anything then.After a few weeks,it so happened that she came to our class to me regarding a department function,i did the same and just the same,she touched and called i responded then,she enquired if i din;t hear me calling before,i said 'nope'.After all she would have understood how bad it hurts.May be this is kiddish ,to go for tit for tat,but i just wanted to share this ,may be am rude,whatever.I hate people who hurt,rude.......

oh yeah,so ,this is what happened......

2009-10-23T21:24:00.000+05:30

I have been studying a lot ,lots and lots ,oh dearies ,nothing interesting but the syllabus.Trying to study hard yaar.You know what ,i planned to stay glued up to my book without any distraction of mind.The more i tried, the more i got distracted.What stupid mind i have ,never listening to me at any cost,huh?.Today,i just give it up to time .I studied an hour may be, you can call it the other way as 50 plus mins.Oh yaar,mind is really getting horned and seeks freedom ,when i try to capture it in my book.There was two in me, as shown in indian cinemas.A sathana like an angel warning me time is running and asking me to run with it and study ,instead of wasting time.Yet another sathana ,with horns ,just telling me to laze out before the tv,or to start on chatiing with friends .Yep,i was attracted and distracted as every other student does.But ,i have decided now,Am sathana,a girl who keeps up her thought,so to study with whole heart from tomorrow.He he he,after all confessions and resolutions always start from tomorrow right?huh?Okies,lets see how much i keep up my thought.......

Little one......

2009-10-20T21:43:00.001+05:30

I have been watching her all day ever since i knew her.Each morning i wakeup to find her more beautiful then the day before.Each day i love to wake up by hearing her lovely sweet voice.Her touch makes me feel a feather.So are you guys ,wondering whom am talking about is it? well ,its a sweet little girl who resides next door.She is just an one and half years old little one,but she just makes me mad with her smile.So sweet is her smile than that of honey.I gaze upon her simply to see her walk with her tiny legs,i just keep hearing her talks,believe me i never understood what she says,but still i love to hear her.You know what i keep asking my mum before i would have been like this little girl,what all i did then and all other stuff.And the reply from her was a wierd look followed by a query back to me, 'where you from mars?haven't you seen small girls before?'.Well,she may be right,but none attracted me so much as this girl,just note na ,she made me write a post for her.Well,whether this post is interesting or crap,i enjoyed talking about a little one whom i admire a lot......

lost......

2009-10-18T16:04:00.000+05:30

Life has been keeping me so happy

i got everything i ever needed

i got everything i gazed upon

i got everything i passed by

i got everything a girl ever dreamt of

Wait,did i get what i wished for?

Don't i ever have my own wishes?

Was this my real happiness ?

Am i like a slave to this life?

Do i live on whatever life gives me ?

I feel i lost my originality ,my uniqueness,myself

I never have lived up life,yeah i never have

Where do i search my life again,where did i lose it?

I learnt to adjust and that is where my originality departed

I must never have learnt adjusting,i lost my self

So, the festivity goes thus .......

2009-10-15T20:38:00.004+05:30

Just in festive mood yaar,no mood to study,no mood to sit idle,no mood to browse,no mood to even write some poem or story,u see the words just doesnt fall in place even for a story,i have been shopping and shopping and still feel i have something yet to get.Thanks to my mum,all sweets and savouries are ready.you know, what i do daily is to plan, to study for exam, note,just planning,i take out my book plan which chapter is easy and what can be done and all such stuff and then keep it aside thinking that i have studied hard for the day.Then i try to relax my self and keep my brain active ,sharp whatsoever you can call ;)and try to play some games in my system some brain teaser games,some animated games and all stuff,i endup browsing.what was supposed to be a relaxation, would make me much tired and i just rest before the tv with all the eatables in hand and give nonstop work to my eyes and yeah ofcourse,my mouth.Atlast fall a sleep, this is what is happening with me for the past few days,well,i guess sathana has turned out to a lazy bug,may be a lazy lazy lazy bug.Okies, the point of this post was to wish you all a very happy and safe diwali.After all festival is to enjoy,so ya enjoy ,have fun,burst out with crackers and laughter,eat all stuff forgeting your diet,Happy Diwali friends:)

Time for yet another award yaar :)

2009-10-08T10:36:00.006+05:30

Hey guys!i got the International bloggers community award ,from who else rads again,thanks a ton rads am reallllllly privileged.And as award is always to be given to others in turn too,I am giving it to few of my fellow bloggers too.

There are certain rules to be followed yaar...

You got to link to the person who tagged you

You got to copy the image above,the rules and the questionnaire in this post

You got many blogs?then you can post in all of your blogs too

You got to answer the questions following these rules

You should recruit atleast seven pals of you blog roll by sharing this with them

Now you should come back toBLoGGiSTa iNFo CoRNeR (PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) at http://bloggistame.blogspot.com/ and leave the URL of your Post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.

Quite interesting ,huh?

Okies ,now the questions and my answers.

The person who tagged you: Rads

His/her site's title and url:http://rads-blogazine.blogspot.com/

Date when you were tagged: July 08,2009

Persons you tagged:

http://parvkaushik.blogspot.com/

http://rads-blogazine.blogspot.com/

http://m4maruvada.blogspot.com/

It, is,with you...

2009-10-04T14:54:00.004+05:30

If you are not, able to smile

When a friend of yours,near and dear

Changes with time,brings out your tear

The trouble, is, with you...

If you are not, able to know

Who cares ,you the most

whom,you can always trust

The blunder,is, with you...

If you are not able to succeed

Keeping your confidence, up

When there is disappointment, showing up

The gaffe,is , absolutely with you...

HE and SHE

2009-09-29T21:32:00.002+05:30

He is, her handsome prince

She is, his loving princess ever

He always,does 'everything for my girl'

She forever,says 'anything for my man'

He is,her Life

She is,his survival

Love is,What is eternal

Only,when it is mutual

Let 'he' and 'she' be blessed ever

With this love forever and ever......

Getting conscious......

2009-09-25T18:50:00.004+05:30

Its time, i turned back

Its time, i stopped to think

Its time, i doubted myself

Its time, i hated me

Well,i never must have

I never ever should have my dear

Thing were all fine

I was the happiest

only till i doubted me

Things were all worse

I was the miserable

Only when i doubted me

I thought things are in my hands

Nope,god is the one who holds it

Thanks my lord

you made me realise atleast now

I would never doubt me,its you who guide me

Never,ever again ......

Hey Guys......Am BACK yaaaaaar :))))))

2009-09-23T16:28:00.003+05:30

Oh my goodness,that has been a reaalllllly long time far away from my blog,just cast away.you know what,i missed my my blog so muchhhhhh and yeah, of course, my fellow readers and followers too who just appreciate me even for the most silly and most genuine post of mine.Well guys i just cant and wont stay away from my blog anymore.Well ,i guess god has decided that i must continue my scribblings and torture you guys,lol....

Okies cooooool.am really happy with my fellow readers who kept pinging and buzzing me in my absence,i just loved it,the feeling that am missed and wanted is so nice you know.Well,well ,well.My guys i will blog herafter regularly,no offline business anymore.

So ya,Happy reading my scripts.Tanx for making me feel special in my absence too and counting me in though i wasn't active....:))))))

Lucky to have you......my dear

2009-05-25T22:14:00.001+05:30

Nothing can appeal me much than your smile

Even when we are cast away a mile

You are always there to hear my stupidities

My wild dreams,stupid thoughts and activities

I have never felt when with you any boredom

you always let me have my freedom

Your words,actions everything is so gentle

you take care of me and act as a mantle

I create a mess as bad it can be

you are always there to bear with me

There is nothing that i fear

when i know you are near

True love

2009-05-20T19:03:00.002+05:30

What is true love?

Romance with your love, is intimacy of body and heart

Friendship with your love, is intimacy of mind and soul

True love is the right combination of friendship and romance.

Love lasts forever even without romance but not without friendship

Those who balance both well,lasts in love forever and ever.......

Yet again a college love story

2009-05-19T22:17:00.009+05:30

Engineering college,was as busy as ever,students walking to and fro in the campus,girls and guys each with their best costumes and best smile on face.The college reopens for the next academic year that day.Sara and Rahul,had joined computer engineering and it was their very first day in college.Sara is a pretty girl,who had the charm of a princess and brightness of the moon,she was born with silver spoon.Rahul is a handsome guy from a very normal family.

The classes started and days passed.Sara never knew that she was the sensation among the boys in class.Every guy and girl in her class and in the campus wanted to get introduced to her.When sara turned to talk to her friends in the back bench she could feel many eyes starring at her,while she is walking in the corridor,guys acting madly to get her attention.Whatever she did ,uttered was a topic to discuss for both girls and guys.She felt uncomfortable at this limelight on her in college.Rahul too was carried away by sara's beauty ,her politeness,her soft attitude.He just wanted her to be in his life.Well,he knew how hard it is in reality.Rahul wanted to sweep her off her feet,he decided to do it.He did not act mad as other guys do,to boo her.He thought differently.

It was valentine's day and almost every guy in the college campus,just dropped sara a love letter,her seniors in the form of ragging,her classmates in her desk,other guys indirectly through her friends,few even proposed her directly.sara was totally fed up and wanted to get rid of all those pests.Sara was in her class talking with her friends,when entered Rahul,He went near sara and called her,sara lifted her face and thought'oh my god! here goes another...'Rahul gave her a paper,which sara thought was another love letter.She got it and kept it in her desk.Rahul added,' sara,read it'.Irritated sara opened the paper to read and just laughed heartily and looked Rahul and said,'ok'.Rahul smiled at her lovingly and left the class slowly turning to see her again and again,sara too felt like seeing him.Everyone wanted to know ,what Rahul gave and what she accepted happily.You guys too wanna know what it read?here it is

"Hi sara,

Don't forget to eat lunch today

yours,

Rahul"

Days passed everything was as usual with secret stares among Rahul and sara.Rahul was creating waves in which sara was getting caught slowly.They had their practicals session that day,each were busy before their system trying to program ,code ,debug.While our bug Rahul,was busy seeing sara,sara felt someone is seeing her,she turned to see who it was,to her astonishment ,it was Rahul and never did he shift his eyes inspite of sara seeing him.Sara was kinda blushing and couldn't stand his sight.She shifted her place,but still Rahul kept seeing her.Sara knew Rahul is seeing her and after a few moments pretending to be unaware of his glance,she turned around to see if he is still looking at her,nope,Rahul was busy programming and helping his friends to debug.'Thats it",thought sara,but she couldn't avoid thinking of Rahul who stood out among the crowd ,which tried to talk to her,see her ,act madly for her.Something attracted her towards him.She longed if Rahul would see her,talk to her and act madly for her as others do.Rahul was throwing pebbles silently in her heart with his attitude.

Okies,now,is the climax.It was a evening and the class was over.Everyone was leaving their classes ,sara too was,when Rahul,blocked her way near the door.He allowed every other girl and guy who wanted to leave to pass by but not sara.Few of her class mates were shocked and few enjoyed as they thought something interesting is going to happen.Sara was spell bound,she liked as well as disliked his behaviour.She told him to leave her way.He saw her eyes and replied with a smile."Nope".Sara felt helpless,her other classmates with her inside the class expected her to behave rude to him,but sara couldn't she told "please rahul leave my way".He replied again with the same smile,"No".Sara got tensed and it showed in her face,seeing her turning red,rahul allowed her to go and followed her with a paper begging her,"sara ,please take it".Now sara confirmed to herself that it is a love letter.This was what sara expected,but she said firmly at him,"No".Rahul smiled naughtily and dropped the letter above her books in her hand and went saying,"read it ,bye".Sara wanted to throw it down before him,but she din't.She read the letter,

"you know sara,'I love you',

These are the words people say when they love someone.

So you know now ,right?"

Sara felt teased.She went to her car and was about to leave when rahul neared her.He waved his hand,Sara got down the car and asked," what?",anxiously.Rahul held her soft hands,wore the ring, he got in her fingers and saw her eyes romantically and lovingly and uttered,"i love you,sara,will you be with me forever?".Sara was speechless,she couldn't breathe,her voice struck,her hands shivered.Rahul held her shivering hands tightly.Sara leaned in his shoulders.Love spoke the rest.Made for each other they were.......

Survival of the fittest

2009-05-18T21:51:00.000+05:30

He stood on the street smoking.'He' is not the hero of this story nor the villain,but the specimen of this post.should we name a specimen?let it be 'he'.He thought of his life smoking.He felt his life is the worst in the world.He had a lot of complexes in his life and it is as follows...He din't get a good career,he din't understand that he is blessed that he got a job while others are still searching for one.He din't have a good face,little did he think of people without eyes,legs and physically disabled.He din't have family assets and he had to support his entire family,he never realised that he had a family and his was far better than those living in huts.He did love a girl which never succeeded,he din't realise it was his fault to rub people up the wrong way.He always sat in a corner of the room in dark thinking and worrying he is unlucky and not blessed.He skipped food,three meals a day.He longed for sympathy.He expected people to care him always.His thoughts did reflect in his behaviour.He is the most miserable one in this world now.His friends too started avoiding him because of his behaviour.He lost the very important stage of his life youth,Very important people in this world -Friends and alltogether his life.Now who is responsible for this?HE.He alone right?Everyone has problems in their own style of life.Life is all about handling problems and living it to the fullest happily.Only those people survive others just exist.Remember darwin's theory-"Survival of the fittest".God and angels are always pleased with people who are optimistic and cheerful and bless them alone.So you pessismistic guys out there,hope you understand...

Silence

2009-05-17T22:06:00.004+05:30

A cyclone doesn't hurt as it does

A earthquake does less harm

Silence hurts......

It is the silent water that drowns a man

A word not uttered when needed kills too

Silence pains......

Busy streets,chaos and confusion doesn't fright

Emptiness of silence terrifies

Silence is grave......

Shouting and yelling in anger is better

Silent actions guilt the opponent

Silence kills......

Light is love, peace and god

Dark is hatred,uproar and evil

Silence is dark......

Speech is silver,Silence is golden

Speech give us ease,silence make us cease

Is it golden then?

In love I live......

2009-05-16T22:14:00.001+05:30

Oh my god!I have to say, people reading this may feel jealous of me,and turn red with envy or some sort of feeling,am sure girls,out there would wish to be me.Well,no chance,you can never ever become me,atleast as cranky as me,ha ha ha.You know what guys,today has been as,as usual mismatch of feelings yaar,I was little bored,little flying,little excited,but as usual smiling and happy.And today i went on shopping for gold,the happiness knew no bounds,when i found the exact kinda jewel,i desired to buy.Oh man,god is always by my side and he does know what i would wish and desire for the next moment,that he creates it for me, before i go for it.The happiness is extreme when,what you desired and wanted happens extraordinarily than you had thought,my desires happen so,i keep thanking god for his kindness and blessings for me.Actually i wanted to write a poem or a story in this post too,cos nowadays this blog is more constituted of my thoughts than my scripts,but my fellow readers ,you know right sathana's mind is blank,when extreme happiness or sadness strikes her.This blog has turned out to be my online diary ,huh?.But hope i din't disappoint sharing my thoughts.I am not able to differentiate things if it happens as per my desire or i have excelled the art of being happy, with what happens,but am damn happy yaar.In happiness,in blessings,in love,i live......

Truth

2009-05-15T22:32:00.000+05:30

Oh oh,i got another award as well as a tag.From who else, rads only.She has awarded honest scrap award as well as tagged me to write ten honest stufff about me.Well rads,you don't have to tag me for that whatever i speak its always true,honestly...lol.Well,jokes apart.Ten things about me??????oh my god,i need to write it.okies ,okies,here i go......

1.Sathana is a cute princess,she is a angel and a devil attimes,she cares much for no things and doesn't care at all for some things.

2.I am a dreamer ,just love to dream.I have huge dreams which i aspire to achieve in my life time.Dreams which people would never even think of......

3.I portray myself to people as i wish them to perceive,its hard to understand the real me,except my very close buddies.

4.I hate my brother the most,but still i love him too,i like his care and affection,but too much of anything is good for nothing,so i hate him for that.

5.I like to be independent attimes and dependent attimes,am freaky attimes,ethnic attimes,Purely mismatch of thinkings,its really tough to know me yaar......

6.Adventures,thrills excites me a lot.

7.I am not a foodie,but my mom says i live on icecream,air and water.

8.My world revolves around my loved ones,I am a true homely creature.I can be shut up in my home for months as long as my dear ones are with me.

9.I hate the hot sun and sweating.i just love rain,rain comes when am happy or when am sad,just to cheer me up,i can get wet in rain how long i wish,i won't catch cold

10.I love comics and novels,i can't take my eyes of a novel unless i finish it,even if it is hours.I hate studying for exams,i never did after schooling i guess...lol

Well guys,i believe sathana is god's pet ,she is blessed and god is with her always.I think i have been a self -dabba in this post,but i just can't think any truth apart from these...lol.Thanks for awarding and tagging Rads,hope i have come out with the best of truths about me......

Nothing is better than something!

2009-05-14T22:18:00.003+05:30

Its been long since i wrote a post which appeals to my own heart, may be just a few days,but it seems too be long to me.i have heard lot of people say 'something is better than nothing',well,i can't agree and won't agree.i feel 'nothing is better than something'.It is not as hurting or horrible than to adjust with something in the place of what we desired to have.wat say yaar?If i wish to have a planet and if i get a country,i can never agree and console my self,that i got a country,so i should be happy with it.I will walk off with bare hands ,hoping to get the planet soon.i believe only such guys achieved much in life too.People who dream high can never walk off with something.Dreaming to achieve things,or believing your dream will never portray you as adamant,if people think so,just don't care them.Because if you are n't adamant in your dream,it will never become a reality.you will be forced to accept 'something' as they say 'something is better than nothing'.

Believe yourself,Believe your dream,Believe your dream.If not your dream then,NOTHING IS BETTER THAN SOMETHING......

Vote

2009-05-13T21:41:00.003+05:30

Hey guys,you know today is a historical day,sathana has casted her very first vote today.I was kinda excited before voting and happy after voting:).I have performed my duty to my country and you know what i prayed today morning when i got up,that my india must come under good hands and be well taken care of,hope my prayers are answered.It was a different cool experience and to avoid the hot sun,i was the first to vote in my booth,i voted early morning itself.You know what, the polling booth people made us wait nearly half hour since the machine wasn't ready ,it was shame on the administration.It revealed their carelessness,if only each knew how many crores has been spent on this 15th parlimentary election.Felt really bad at that behaviour of the officials.Whatever,i was happy that many of the citizens were keen in voting inspite of the queue,delay and temperature.A mismatch of feelings,i have now.Hope a political party which thinks of the country ,its people and welfare alone forms the government......God bless india

Indifference

2009-05-12T22:22:00.003+05:30

Think before you speak

Analyse before you act

Scribble before you paint

Pretend before you perform

Know before you acknowledge

Write before you script

Realise before you react

Interpret before you intimate

For in future you may not be able to......

Here i go again......

2009-05-11T22:04:00.004+05:30

It happens,again and again and am so happy today,i attended a wedding party evening.It was fun.My friend, a senior friend of mine was teasing me if i will write about the party in today's post, actually guys i never thought of writing about it but you see as i told the devil's out in me and i always like to do what people say i mustn't or tease me about doing.So am gonna write about the party only.It was cool evening but very hot out there, i just don't understand where chennai's temperature is heading.Thanks to the flyovers and bridges ,dint get caught in much traffic today.To see the wedding or to wish the wedding couples is always a nice experience.I enjoyed too,don't know why,am as happy as ever,smiling forever.

My mind is blank whenever extreme happiness or dullness strikes,even today am so blank and this is one of those vacant posts,hey but you must say i don't post so much nowadays,so cooooool,will post a poem or story tomorrow,bear with this post my fellow readers......

My first award......

2009-05-10T19:22:00.005+05:30

Hey guys......god is again and again cultivating this thought in me ,whenever i am about to lose hope and faith.Yeah ...Sathana always believes that what she keeps thinking or wishes or believes will only happen to her,it is evident in everything that happens to me,though attimes,not immediately,but for sure what is believed,desired and thought will happen.Buddies ,i was thinking of blogger awards in the past week,you can say for the past few days,i had mentioned it my poem'waiting'as well.You know what ,i got it,Its Rads ,who presented me with this award.

Am so happy and moved.Joy is doubled only when you share it,so i too wanna give the same award to Rads,Parv Kaushik and Sandeep Reddy.

So here is the award......

Rads is awarded for her Gizmos review and thoughts she shares on whatever she comes across interestingly.Each day i start by reading her comments,if at any day i dont have her comments ,you don't know,i will miss something the whole,thanks a lot dear.

Parv Kaushik for his wonderful poems and the comments he leaves to my poems.

Sandeep for his world news and his rare comments in my blog....lol

Thank you three of you for following my blog and commenting and aprreciating yaar,if you only knew i started blogging for fun and your comments made me responsible in writing.Tanx buddies.......

Remember what you believe is what you get,so ever be optimistic and believe what you wish.

I wish,i were......

2009-05-09T14:53:00.005+05:30

I wish i were the light

Fast ever traveller in this world

I will be the first to reach you always

I will make ur surroundings bright

The very flash you step into dark

I wish i were the air

Invisble and omnipresent

I will respire through you always

I will surround you with breeze

The very moment you are upto panic

I wish i were the sky

with clouds that are high

I will see you all day beneath me

I will make you cool with rain

The very instant you tend to strain

I wish i were the water

Pleasant and immense

I will fall cheerfully to give you a pleasant mood

I will quench your thirst

The very minute you feel parched

I wish i were the land

Gentle and loud

I will give you all my treasures

I will hold you in my hands

The very jiffy you are about to slip

I wish i were so......

But am a little imp girl

Combating and comprehending

Just existing and trying to live

I wish i were......

Reach out

2009-05-08T17:05:00.006+05:30

Stand up

when you have to,even if your legs are fractured

Reach out

when you are needed,even if you are dying

Smile up

when you feel like,even if your cheeks are bleeding

Smirk down

when you are hurted,even if you can't bear it

Love eternally

when you are in love,even if not reciprocated

Live perpetually

when you are born,even if you know your death day

Cos' this is a world which is eternal

Everything else is momentary

Anything and everything changes

Except the change itself

Cos'people love,live,smile only with those,who is with them

Reach out

when you are needed,even if you are dying

If you don't reach out,they will learn to live in your absence

Om shanti,shanti,shanti......

2009-05-08T16:43:00.004+05:30

I don't know.I really don't know.I believed and still believe that what we think alone happens,attimes something different too does happen intermediately,before what you think happens.I never like to break my word,i would never with consciousness.I feel bad when i have to,i had made it in mind that i must never be without posting even a day,but it so happened,i couldn't last two days.Just a thought strikes me,those words we say while completing yogasana's,'om shanti ,shanti,shanti'.Hope you guys know,shanti means peace.First 'shanti' - is to prevent any disturbance form our mind and body,the second one is to give us peace from others and the last one is from nature or any other external factor.My posting in my blog was affected from the third factor.I too feel like saying om shanti,shanti,shanti......

A story of love's significance

2009-05-05T14:28:00.008+05:30

It was a pleasant evening.Sara and maximus were sitting and talking to eachother,relaxedly.Sara was a sweet cute girl at her twenty's and maximus a handsome guy who had a charm at all people, he comes across in his twenty-eight.They loved each other so very much.Sara knows maximus than anyone else and so do maximus,he knows sara.They made a wonderful picture talking,smiling and laughing.Made for each other they were......

At one point of time,if you should call it as fate or innocence of sara,she got disturbed for a joke maximus cracked.Maximus was just trying to pull her out of legs,which sara din't realise.She started emoting angrily and never knowing it could hurt her beloved,started talking words and words.Maximus just couldn't stand.It was since,sara spoke without thinking of her man,her man was disturbed Because,she din't understand him yet.It left a scar in their hearts and a sleepless night.Sara felt guilty and maximus wounded.

Morning dawned,everthing was still the same,though they tried to talk well not hurt their love still more,there was something missing.Sara's heart cries for hurting him,and he too still couldn't talk to her with the same old ease,though sara tried to make him normal with her smile and talks.Sara felt she is gifted to have maximus in her life and the thought that she hurted him burns her heart.Maximus still tries not to show his hurt to her,but she could make it out,since she is the one who knows him well.Sara needs this punishment and even more than this for having hurt her beloved.It will take some time for him to be normal and for sara a very long time,a very very long time,may be once she feels her sweetheart is smiling happily and when she feels she is keeping him really happy.Well,that is love......

Hey guys,this is the story of a friend of mine,names have been changed,just wanted to share this,cos as people say relationship is like glass,once broken can never be made,handle with care......If you love someonedearly,please think of them before you speak,if not,there is no point in loving them......Handle your loved ones like water in hand,hold them softly.gently,most of all comfortably,If you hold them tight or if you hold them loose, they will fall off your hand......

Waiting ??????

2009-05-04T22:06:00.000+05:30

30 minutes

1800 seconds

108000 milliseconds

I have this is my hand

I am made to wait

Waiting can be fun as well as frown

It can be spent in planning

It can be spent in reading

It can be spent in complaining

I always prefer it in dreaming

Well,what shall i dream in this 30 minutes

May be,am wrong few minutes have already past

Well my,what shall i dream now?

i keep thinking and planning about what to dream

Just trying to rewind what all i wanted to be

Shall i dream am the queen of this world?

Or shall i dream am the best poet in the world?

Nor shall i dream as talking to god?

either shall i dream to win the best blogger award?

No,maximum visitors and readers are the best awards

Oh my god,i just don't get any thought to dream about

Dreams must be spontaneous or planned?

oh god,i wanted to dream now,why querying myself?

Well,just relax,though i tried to plan,dream and all

Time doesnt wait for none,30 minutes is about to be over

Hey my readers,i was trying to write some poem on waiting,ended up thus...lol.Well,i am experimenting and as usual......

Break down the wall or it will make us fall

2009-05-03T22:53:00.005+05:30

Between you and me,there is a wall

If it stands ,it will make us fall

Break down the wall

It makes us dismal

Moments shared seem to be a blemish

Its all and only the wall's gibberish

Attimes makes us blameworthy and fight

It is trying to leave our relationship a blight

The wall is starting its attrition

Pull it down before it is a partition

Break down this wall my dear

Or it will make us fall......

A legible scribble !!!!!!

2009-05-02T17:58:00.003+05:30

Feel like flying up to the sky ,above the clouds ,just high and high,where god is said to be dwelling.I wanna ask him few very important queries yaar.I think god is one though we call him with different names like jesus,allah,shiva,vishnu and all,if there has to be gods like our imagination, i guess there must be another planet for them to live.And may be we can visit their planet in future years than to visit temples,churches,mosques......lol.Oh come'on,am not gonna talk nuts.I think i started nuts,yeah,why should i fly above the clouds and try to find where god stays like said in our people's myth, god is very much there in all,and am sure he will be knowing whatever we do,think or say.Even if i scold him now in my heart and pretend to pray him sincerely outside,god will know that too,right?i don't know,today i got mixed feeelings,i feel so very happy and also little,very little worried about my future.I guess everyone at my age normally worries about future.So its all in the game.Hey guys i am even worried about not writing any story or poem in this post.....lol.Coool,have a great weekend my fellow readers......

A little imp note

2009-05-01T16:01:00.005+05:30

So,am here to post again.Guys ,just fix up your mind now itself,"sathana is a good girl".Once you finish reading this post ,you may think different.You know what it is not a crime am gonna talk about neither it is baddie stuff,but still you know what, as etiquettes are being followed,it is little imp kinda note.Okies ,okies,wanna know what is?.Yep,i will tell.You see what am upto nowadays is, you know,i just like to do what people say i mustn't.I become a devil attimes,i keep teasing others,i do exactly what they say i mustn't do.You know what they would have told me it is not good for me to proceed in real care,i used to realise the same after doing it out,but i never reveal it out and pretend to be done well.Don't you imagine horns on my head,nope am not a devil by all means.Am a pure angel:).Attimes people would have said not to proceed because they couldn't complete the same work or want to do that for themselves.You know i finish it before them with flying colours and that makes feel up above the sky,its a true bliss,if only you experienced it......

My india......

2009-04-30T22:01:00.002+05:30

My dear country- India

Words can never reveal its worth

Can i call upon thee to reveal its qualities?

Family hierarchy to reveal the dynasty

Sculptures to portray how artistic we are

Various religions to show unity in diversity

Oldever civilisation to show how upright we are

Mighty kings to show our bravery

Ahimsa to show our love for others

Culture structured to live,life happily

Epics narrated to stimulate a positive attitude

Cuisines fetched out the foodie in me

Sarees brought out the feminity in me

Everest stands to speak my altitude of pride

Taj mahal shines to convey my love for it

India is my country which i love ever

Its my paradise on earth,always a treasure

Happiness continues......

2009-04-29T19:44:00.006+05:30

And so what happened was,i found a theme interesting and a theme which captivated me.Well guys this is that.So how is the new look of sathana's blog???she is so excited about it.She has put in nearly a lot of her time altering it.Its all in the game.

Am so happy today too,my happiness goes on and on,no words to explain my happiness.Something or the other keeps me happy and smiling.yo guys,am born to be happy :).I was thinking, how am i gonna bear the happiness,when god fulfills my dreams and wishes.But you know what , i realised onething, which normally people say, happiness is in our mind not anywhere else.May be i am mastering the art of being happy.So what is in hold for you guys is just this quote,to keep you guys too happy.Try out......

Happyyyyyyy

2009-04-28T17:22:00.006+05:30

You know what today am so happy,don't know why,i feel this happiness often.Though i think to find a reason,i just can't find anything.What i did all day was just to relax...which means to lay in the bed with my favourite comics -tinkle,archies.etc,with my favourite snacks-cheetos,fruit &nut,tea cake,just tryin to read a story and eat and dream.You know what it is my favourite pastime ever.Simply love to be so.May be thats the reason ,am so happy today.Dreams keep us happy always,keep us going,make us smile,urges us to live,tempts us to do a lot .right?i dream of everything that is achievable not achievable,yo man afteral its a dream,why shouldn't i think what is not possible in it atleast?You know what,i climb even mountains,perform stunts,kick of enemies like Angelina jolie in tomb raider,i rule over the kingdom as the princess,fly above clouds like superman and what not?whatever my heart desires...Dream is fiction,but its happiness is fact.

I am my dear......

2009-04-27T15:43:00.005+05:30

I may not be there,where you are attimes,

but am always there

I may not be able to talk to you,when you call,

but am always talking in our hearts

I may not be in your arms,when you need

but am always there

I may not be with you,smiling at you

but am in your smile

I may not be able to give my praise,when you win

but then,am the proudest

I may not be there to console you,when you lose

but am the one who cares most

I may not be able to,but i am my dear......

Feeling lost...

2009-04-26T20:07:00.001+05:30

Few things in life never had an answer.Why we come across stupid situtations?why we do wrong?why we come across bad times?why our friend leaves us?why do we fail the important work?why we cry for a movie?why we feel bad about ourself's?Why our dear ones are not with us when we need them?The list goes on and on.Hope everyone would have heard "nothing ever does happen without god's knowledge".If so why the hell does he create all such situations and experiences in life.Everyone are god's child right?Then why should he give us a bad situation and then save us from that?Why should he a create a terrorist as well as a priest?Are we toys for him to play with?Just feeling lost :(

A tale of love and its pain......

2009-04-25T16:11:00.001+05:30

Sana lay in the rug.Her music sytem was playing the best of her favourite music,but little did it capture her attention.She lifted her head once in a while, to see the words, her man,Rishi, has texted her that day.Her mobile din't find her,seeing any other sms the whole day.She just opened her man's sms and read it again and again."sorry,i couldn't catch up today,will see you on monday,take care".She knew nothing else can be done,but to wait for monday.She missed him so much.

Rishi was out in a movie as promised,with his cousin who has come home for vacation.Has to take his mom to shopping that evening.and list goes on since it was a weekend,and all of his family members wanted him to spend time with them each in their own way.But inspite of all such demanding works,he missed sana badly,even a moment of loneliness will take his thoughts to sana.

About an year ago,as we all say ,by destiny,rishi and sana met each other.Without knowing that they are going to fall in love for one other,they became friends.Rishi will be the first,to pull sana out of her legs whenever he gets chance and sana would also be the first,to tease rishi.They had goodtimes,bad times,fights,smiles,cries and all other stuff which happens in every relationship.But never did they let each other down.Rishi will even flirt other girls before sana to see her turn red and sana in return would talk to everyone out there, except rishi,to tease him back.But deep in their heart they knew how they cared each other.By hook or crook,god tied them up together,and now they are the cuttest,lovable,caring and understanding pair ever.

They stood up all bad times,but what they both could never stand for was missing each other.It so happened that attimes,by something or the other each other couldn't meet,talk and be with each other.Those days pained morethan anything on this world,but thats life...Dreams and converstion in hearts made them smile.Longing for each other too, makes them live.Soon they will be married and live a harmonius life with rhythm of love and care.Then happiness will alone speak their love in their eyes.God bless them.

Note:

Hey guys,if you find this interesting do let me know,may be i will write this story in detail in series as one post daily stating their sweet nothings,freaking fights,romantic moments,love and all such events.What say yaar?

What is your happiness??????

2009-04-24T18:24:00.000+05:30

"Whats your happiness,ma?",i asked my mom.She gave me wierd look."what???".I repeated with an addition of another query,"what is your happiness?what makes you happy?".She told instantly,"if you ,your brother and dad are happy and well,thats my happiness,your wellness makes me happy".I smiled at her ,same did she.I was bit moved and felt heavy,mom's are always so.In few minutes as i lay in sofa,thinking her words.I got a call from my friend,i asked her the same.She replied,"if i get a day or two of break from work ,that makes me happy,i can relax as much as i want" .I asked my little brother ,he told me if kolkatta knight riders win thats his happiness,since he is a fan of sharukh.i went on asking whom all i met today,who all rang up to me,who all came online,everyone.you know what,i just got different,unique,unlike,diverse replies.Yo..,man,where on earth do they get such thoughts on happiness.yeah ,everyone is unique,but still...it was kinda coooool experience knowing people's happiness.you know a little imp in our apartment told she will be happy only when the girl opposite to her apartment falls down in her bicycle.I was gasping.Oh my god!such mean thought at such small age,she portrays thats her happiness.

I think this post is nonsense at one thought,but you see,my happiness reflects in my post.Well,am not so very happy nor sad,i am missing something.I feel incomplete.I am not able to put my soul into this script,i repeat this again and again.Sathana will fix up things soon.

It happens,its all in the game.

Hurt,hurts...

2009-04-23T19:29:00.008+05:30

Have you ever hurt anyone whom you really care and love so much?Well,if so when you came to know you have hurted them,how on earth did you feel?did you feel much worse than you think that would have hurted them or did u feel bad about yourself? i felt ashamed of me.I felt that i behaved selfishly.i cursed myself and experiencing an ununderstandable mysterious pain.It just made me understand acting without thinking just cos she is your dear friend or your dear mom or your's will just make the other person feel uncomfortable.I am kinda disturbed yaar,life is still unwinding me lot of emotions and lessons to me.God only knows,what is still in hold,but in the other instinct its okay man,it just teaches me how and what and all i must avoid in future.Growing up can never be always fun.Life is n't too good always.

Well,well.cooooooool,this post is of my rants.Sathana is becoming nuts,she hurts and gets hurted :(

Oh my god!

2009-04-22T21:48:00.003+05:30

I had a bad idea to change my blog,the way it looked,the way it was,the background and all such stuff,in short to change its template.I did find an idea of uploading one of my favourite rain snap as the background,I worked on its HTML as well.you know i haven't put my effort so, even in my engineering labs or my practicals.I did put my heart and soul,this day,its sulry afternoon,sitting in my system,though the stupid Ac din't work, sweating and puffing.And yeah,whatever i do,i do it efficiently right,so i did complete the task.I had to change the entire formatting right from the wigets,everything,it took me the whole of afternoon to complete it out.It showed a lot of errors in the HTML and well i somehow managed to get what i wanted it to look like.So you want to know what was the problem that made say 'Oh my god!'huh?wait,wait...you see the blog did look presentable and nice.But i din't get attached to the new picture,it made me feel at someelse blog,i was sentimentally attached to my dear old template.Moreover i felt it would be slightly difficult for the readers to read since the background was rain.So, i just switched back to old one.It made reconstruct the entire blog,its widgets,its gadgetsand everything:(

It all started in my thought to try out change.'Weeeeeeell.sathana ,change is not for a sentimental stupid like u',i said myself.Okies,Anyways,i have learnt HTML better than before.

Its all in the game......

I hate rules......do you?

2009-04-21T15:36:00.006+05:30

A hatred has come over in me

I guess it hasn't come over now

It has growed and nutured deep

In my heart as i grew

This hatred is towards the rules

Those ruining rules laid on me

Never did i have any clues

You will know only if you were me

It made wry and cry

It got my best and worst

It hurted badly and sadly

It builded me a toy and coy

Rules has to be broke

Rules has to be laid

Former, those others laid on me

Latter, what i want on me

Rules are to make us live, life

Not to make us run out of life

I can make my very own rules

That is what the remedy,the only capsule...

Devil is out in me

2009-04-20T21:58:00.005+05:30

"Idle mind a devil's workshop"

How many of you agree to this saying?I don't.i have always experienced nice thoughts which can be long cherished and valued when my mind is idle.But though my mind is busy with hectic work and pressure, i have always had evil thoughts,which the devil in me creates:(.I will not be able to finish the work i was doing, efficiently.I will be carried of ,with my evil, it happens.I feel whether we are idle or active,we should try not to be affected by the evil thoughts.My mind is not in its way today,this is also one my vacant thoughts post.I guess i post so,atleast once in a week.Its that wicked evil,not sathana.....I don't have anything to say ,but to bear this no sense post......

I don't go by words......

2009-04-19T22:50:00.001+05:30

I don't go by words,when a baby cries for milk

I don't go by words,when a child longs to play

I don't go by words,when a girl wills to venture dreams

I don't go by words,when a mother hugs in care

I don't go by words,when a friend clutches from fall

I don't go by words,when a said to be rival smiles

I don't go by words,when the rain is so tempting

I don't go by words,when a rule is not a rule indeed

I don't go by words,when actions speak more than words

I don't go by words,when the eyes reveal what the lips deny

I don't go by words,when spoken words were really not meant

I can never go by words,when my heart tells what am into is right......

I,me,My mom......

2009-04-18T22:34:00.001+05:30

I just can't tell how much i care

My love for you is tender

Am your angel,attimes am your devil

You bear with me with a smile

I hurt you badly,Drive you mad

I always do it to you when am sad

I confide in you,attimes maintain secrecy

Though you know it,you give me privacy

I fight to eat

a racket i create

Whatever i do,say or behave, you are the same

If only i knew having you is my real fame

I have to tell you,Everthing that is gifted in me is cos of u

Everthing that has hurted you is cos of me

My sweet dear mother,You are so soft as a feather

You are the sweetest mother ever,am afraid i ain't a perfect daughter

Uninterestingly interesting...

2009-04-17T22:09:00.009+05:30

hey people,if anyone has just dropped in to read something interesting today,well,er.....am sorry.i am not posting interesting today.Am rather in vacant thoughts now.I don't know if we call it is as vacant thoughts,i have a thought to post na,i mean i have it in my mind that i must post daily right?I do have other thoughts as well.But what to share?what to?i have no idea.

Am just going to script whats going on my mind,whatever it is.

-Sleep has become a rival to me,it never does come when i need it and comes without any prior notice,when am just awake to do some work.

-Am running short of words to express things at times

-I can never complete any sms or post without ellipsis...here go iam again...

-I think of writing something that wins millions of hearts

-I just like appreciation,praise or flattery whatever it is,it makes me feel high and happy

-I should stop being careless and write out something serious hereafter

-But wait,i think my poems and stories are really awesome,though am not so serious yet into writing

-I have a great talent of writing without editing,he he he,if only u knew my first script is always my final too

-I can never read my script again,sorry ,only my fellow readers you deserve that punishment ha ha ha

-And yep,another thing,i sit before the monitor and think of the idea or concept or whatever i have to write that day

-I am a self dabba atimes,it happens yaar

-I become happy while writing or reading,it keeps me smiling

-The second thing that makes me instantly happy is dreaming

-Okies,though am not sleepynow, i think i will go to sleep now and dream of writing something interesting tomorrow

-And yo...I guess this post has become interesting now,its not as i said in the starting,what do you guys say?

Life

2009-04-16T22:02:00.001+05:30

I am,in the situation of robert frost

Life is giving me choices among the rest

I have to choose one,at my own cost

And that,what would be my quest.

I sit up in my bed thinking all night,

Is there anything which will make everything all right?

Yep,It is to hold my dream tight,

And to make it true ,even fight.

Life gives me a mixture of emotions

It tries to make me stay

Am standing among all the commotions

Wanting to make my way.

I need to pave my way to make myself, alive

Have to care for my dears, make them say

This is for what you gotto live

What am i gonno do to yay?

Letting go of my dream is to let go of my life

Without my life,why the hell should i stand on this worldly knife?

Love story of a princess

2009-04-15T18:53:00.008+05:30

It was a very pleasant evening.All the people in the kingdom were so happy and smiling.Each girl and boy in every home,was getting ready for the party tonight at the palace.The princess turned 21,that day and the king wanted to celebrate it,with his fellow people.The excitement among the guys were more,because they have heard of the beauty of the princess,but never seen her.Girls too just longed to have a glimpse of the princess.

"Sam,should we really go to party tonight?",asked maximus,annoyed seeing the frantic efforts of sam 'getting ready for the party' ."what??don't you wanna see the princess?we are going",replied sam decidedly.Maximus never did care for any girl.All, he loved in his life was his horse,his sword and chances to reveal his bravery.Sam stood wearing his best suit, with a content heart before the mirror and asked ,"Do i look handsome?maximus...".Maximus gave a dry look,but he has to accept because sam did look dashingly handsome."yeah ,man ,you look great!",replied maximus.Sam added,"do wear some other dress maximus,we are going to the grand party of the king,for the princess birthday",looking at the the plain clothes of maximus."Its okay man,lets go",maximus replied.Sam knew he can never make maximus do what he doesn't feel like doing,so he has to agree.They left to the party.

Party was on,when they entered.People were fluttering like butterflies,cheerfully,as if they themselves were princes and princesses.It was cool sight to visualize,really rare sight.All were in one place,the princes of various nations,the landlords,the peasants and fellow country people.

Each one were treated alike in the grand party,It created a chaos among the princes.When all the chaos,were still on.

Entered princess sarah,her long frock trailing,her earrings tingling,diamonds on her necklace shining.She looked like an angel come to earth.All the princes who were expressing their annoyance on the disgrace done to them to be treated along with country people,just forgot everything.They coudln't take their eyes of sarah.The other people were happy and dumstruck as well.Everyone was gazing sarah like anything.Sarah went near the king ,unaware of the sensation she has created.

Sam ,shouted in happiness"look! she is here",he added,"Oh my god! she is awesome".Maximus did not hear what sam said.He was carried away by the princess as well.He couldn't speak ,he just was n't live there.Everyone wanted to get introduced to sarah.Several prince attempted to get her attention,they hurried to her and kept talking something.Nothing seemed to interest sarah,she was as silent as grave ,nor did she give them a reply or a glance.

Maximus recovered to his senses.'she is my girl',he thought,'i have to take her hand'.He just walked straight to princess sarah."My dear lady! would you like to dance with me?",he said with a smile.Sarah was attracted by the voice and its query,none had the guts to talk to her so.She lifted her face,to see him.She found a young man looking at her with a cute smile in his eyes and lips,asking her hand.Hardly could she speak anything.What she did ,she never knew,she kept her hand in his.Maximus held her hand as gently as if he was carrying a flower.They walked to the dance floor,started dancing, the music changed from polka and then to salsa and on.Oblivious of the music and others gazing at them in astonishment,sarah and maximus danced, his hand in her waist,her hands around his neck seeing each other,his eyes smiling at her still,her lips smiling at him back.Neither did maximus speak nor did sarah,but they had understood their love for each other.

Love had it's magic charm on them.Sarah and maximus married and lived happily everafter,with the same love,warmth,care and affection till their last breath.

Closing moments:Love is what was needed for their happiness.Sarah left her kingdom for her man-Maximus.Maximus never let her hand go,after she kept her's in his, at the party.He stood against the king, daringly and married her.To him,she was the princess always and his treasure.To her,his home was the palace and he was her kingdom and world.Love is, what made their life......

If only i knew......

2009-04-14T17:41:00.009+05:30

If only i knew,child's innocence is its gift

It is for in future, its forfeit

If only i knew,a girl should not only be seen and heard

She should also be smart,strong and bold

If only i knew,friends are not made

They are also born, at times

If only i knew, relatives are not like people in attic

They are always, our critic

If only i knew, whatever we do,our family never fall

Family is, above all

If only i knew, am not the only one in my hubby's heart

There are things, attimes to put us apart

If only i knew, my child too has its own life

Even if i care living for it,my entire life

If only i knew,life is a crap

I would have, gone out of the map

If only and only if i had....

My dear tree

2009-04-13T22:12:00.006+05:30

This is my tree

I always love to see

It is my best friend

Our love knew no end

It had me in its branches

As a kid having crunches

It gave me cool breeze

When i finished my race

It showed me love

As if i was in its branch,as a dove

It made me feel a motherly warmth

Which i never felt anywhere else on earth

My sweet dear tree ,u are

What am i gonna do to u ,to show my care?

You show your care with shade,breeze and oxygen

Mankind show their meanness with deforestation

Am not able to save you

Am i fit to be a friend of you?

What you believe is what you will get.You will !

2009-04-12T22:26:00.005+05:30

Being optimistic is what it takes to lead a happy life.

Nothing more ,nothing hard,nothing tough.

Its as simple as that.

If you have a dream,just believe first ,that it will happen.

Just stop giving choices to your mind like if it will happen or if it won't happen.

Especially when it comes to your dreams or passions never,i say never,ever!

If you give choices or chances for negative thoughts,when there is slight drawback towards your venture,your heart and mind will only think it the other way,thats negatively and come to a conclusion,that it may not happen.

Which in turn creates negative energy as well as reflects in our actions,ultimately affects our dream to be only dreamt ,never achieved.

For normal situations in life,you can think either ways to tackle the circumstances,but when it comes to your dreams never!

Keep thinking positive,it will create positive energy around you.And what your heart dreams and thinks will come true......

Princess in love!!!!!!

2009-04-11T21:44:00.006+05:30

I am the princess ,gorgeous ever

Born as a feather,brought up with care

Little indian princess as i am

Longing for my prince to whom, am.

When will my prince come in his white horse?

Is this longing being a princess a gross?

I muddle

Waiting for his cuddle.

Stars up in the sky

Make me feel shy

I regret my loneliness

I just want his brashness.

It never showed in my almanac

That i will behave like a crank.

I may be the princess who rules

But am a girl whom he rules.

Little indian princess as i am

Longing for my prince to whom,am.

Take my hand my dear prince

Never let go,am your prize......

How far do we network with our fellows?

2009-04-10T22:05:00.002+05:30

Networking-this is the keyword for success.People say so.In this era of internet,we have a lot social networking sites like facebook,orkut,myspace,hi5..etc and also sites depending on eachone's specific taste like twitter to update all on ur status,flickr to share photos and videos,wayn for travelling.I haven't mentioned all the sites available still,it goes on,i have mentioned only few popular sites.

But friends have we ever cared to network properly or to mingle with our family members?

our relatives?

our neighbours?

our colleagues?

our collegemates?

our school mates?

Well,the answer would be 'No'.We live as if we live in mini islands in our own home,shut up in rooms.We hardly smile at the opposite flat person nor does he ,at us.We never mingle up with all our colleagues or college mates or school mates,what mostly happens is group formation,backbiting,gossiping,envying and all such crap.But we show off to have hundreds of friends in networking sites.We care and spend time scraping,texting someone unknown to us somewhere.why even the one who would have studied with us or worked with us and whom we never bothered to talk then,we text so eagerly when that one is far from us now.Yeah ,this happens.

Why are we becoming so mean?where is the problem?Is it with us or something?what say yaar?

Silence speaks,does it?

2009-04-09T22:11:00.003+05:30

Silence speaks!".............................................................................................................................................

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Did my silence speak? ha ha ha.Na,am not trying to fool around.i donot have a single thought now to share:(.But you see,i made up my mind when i started blogging,that i mustn't miss a day without posting in my blog,so am just writing nonsense today.Bear with me,my fellow readers...

Lost in wonderland!

2009-04-08T22:03:00.004+05:30

Am just happy.

As happy as the birds,

As happy as the flowers,

As happy as the breeze,

As happy as the rivers,

As happy as the trees .

Just dont get anything in my mind to compare with my happiness.Why am i happy?i dont know.i am dreaming all day.i am blushing for no reasons.i give a startled look whenever am spoken to,i take few extra attempts to grasp people say.i feel a warm feeling which i am not able to

express.

why did this happiness strike me?well, i dont know.

Am i gone nuts?No way,don't think so,ppl...

I am just happy,happy as ever,for no reason i can figure out.i like being so.

Cant stop and wont stop!

Heart Rules!

2009-04-07T18:24:00.009+05:30

'Send the boy where he wants to go and see his best speed'

Hey,people,i read this quote somewhere, don't remember where,well that is not what's important now.The sense is obviously true.When it came to time management,i was taught a tactics by my school teacher.It was to make a list-Must do's and Wish to do's.She asked me to write the must to do things like assignments,studying for tests and all other stuff depending upon the need.Wish to do's list consisted of all other tasks,i wanted to do like painting,reading books,cycling..,etc.

Each day was to be started by making the list and to be reviewed before sleeping if i had completed all the tasks promptly.As a obedient child,yep,i was obedient then,though may not be now,i did indeed make the list.To make a list and all was interesting,to knew the tasks, their importance,was kinda excited yaar.But wait,i haven't completed,read along.Each day review at the end just showed me,that i was good and efficient in completing the wish to do list,he he he,it happens, and only a very few of the tasks from Must do list were done,that too not much perfectly.i would have taken such long hours to complete simple math problems(who ever told maths is easy???grrrr) or writing few pages of assignment.i figured out something.

Guess what,i stopped making the list in the later days.Nope,don't come to a conclusion,i did something better.I had it in my mind,that i must finish all the tasks whatever it was,must do's or wish to do's.i still follow the same.It works!you can't even move a pin without your heart and soul,it will weigh a ton.Everything is in the mind and heart,guys.If you desire to do a task, you will excel it out with flying colours.If you do not wish to,it will be the worst ever.

okies,okies, i am just trying to say put your heart and soul in whatever you do,to succeed.We will be expected to do things,that doesn't interest as well.It happens,but thats life.Attempt to do it cheerfully,so that you can finish that work soon and flyback to your interests.Heart rules mankind!

Life's gaining on me

2009-04-06T18:36:00.005+05:30

Life's gaining on me

i try to shake it off with my smile,

i opt to lose myself in my dreams.

What life's planning to portrait me

i don't know.

What i wish to portray myself

i do know.

Trying to build my castle

Attempting to create an empire.

Reading to realize,i know a drop

Writing to comprehend,i can scribble

Talking to grasp,i can share

Laughing to just know,i enjoy

Smiling to make out,i am

Loving to just know,i live

On unfolding my dreams,

i find the mystery of pain.

Miracles happen.

Walk towards passion,

Tears will follow for no reason.

No matter whatever happens,

i cultivate my dreams and passions.

Life's gaining on me...

A racket-getting ready!

2009-04-05T22:41:00.002+05:30

9.00am

i screamed for my pair of shoes

But no one gave me those

i ransacked

stomped

yelled at the top of my voice

Alternative scolding from the kitchen

came to frighten-My mom

No use,of my yelling,

i had to stand the scolding

my brother teased

as it was a chance

and my temper increased.

After a few minutes fight

with my brother-the crossest

i found the shoes on the compound wall

where i had kept it to dry(after a wash)

Remembering this,I-with dismal

made a face of wry

And on i wore it,half wet

Then waited for the school auto all set

'pomp!pomp!'cried the auto

i entered and scooted away

Bidding my tensed mother tata!

-hey guys!The one, post above is the poem of a 9 yr old girl,wrote about ten yrs back.As a kid,she did have immense knowledge of grammar,poetry,articles and really very good vacabulary.Years have gone,the kid has grown up,but not her skills as it should have or was expected to be...lol.Well, its my poem which i wrote in my 5th standard.When i went through my school magazines today, i found this article of mine and hence had an idea to post.Well,you must really appreaciate the girl for having had the thought to write even from her situation of getting ready to school and searching her shoes,without thinking of situations or just imagining or blah blah blah.But i guess she does all that now at this age.huh?

Cooooool

2009-04-04T21:19:00.004+05:30

Life is too boring at times.yep,today i experienced it fully.There was no power in the afternoon and the sun high up in the sky,huh,it was damn hot.I was wondering how life would be if there is no electricity at all? oh my god! i just can't imagine.How can i ever survive without AC,Cool water from the fridge,Light,charging my mobile,ma ipod,watching television and most of all without my system and browsing????Thank god,it is not the case.Afternoons are sulky always and mostly when it comes to summer.Just feeling exhausted and just wish to doze off now.coooool.

Metres,kilometres,miles...

2009-04-03T15:32:00.008+05:30

Traveling has always been a passion to me,though i haven't traveled to all parts of the world yet.i always loved traveling,wherever it was.Even if it is to the next street or the next city.i still remember those initial days of schooling,when i was about 9 or 10yrs old, my dad was quite busy to drop me in and out of school and home at right time,i was arranged an auto.i would always sit in the end of the seat in the auto and keep watching people on roads, walking,cycling,scooting,driving a car or just standing before shops and houses, i just kept watching people,people,people...Before i could reach my school,i would have glimpse of the city in my own way.For about 3 yrs,my transport was only 'auto' to school.Thats why, may be even still i prefer to travel alone by auto than car,though it would be smoky,dusty and hot outside and especialy when it rains.

I was interested only in traveling than to see new places.I can travel miles without complaining, i never had any complaints,in fact.I loved night drives in my dad's car,he was an excellent driver.To lower the windows,switching off the Ac and watching the trees,breeze,far lit lights in houses and everything was so amusing to me.I used to feel a lot relaxed and will have over flow of thoughts and imaginations.It is a special feeling, am getting no words to express,may be you all would have also felt.Well,people life is itself about traveling na,towards our dreams,towards our dear ones,towards our passion.I don't want to get philosophical now.I don't have any point why started writing of travel,Oh yeah,may be because it gave me a point to post,he he he.

Attempting the tempting!

2009-04-02T19:25:00.010+05:30

Cookery is in my mind nowadays,though am not a foodie.I eat only when am hungry or since it is a routine, '3 meals a day'.i do feed on choclets,chips and all other snacks as well.i had a misunderstanding of cooking before,i thought it would sweat a lot,the pan may burn,oil may spill on you,may get boils and pimples cooking in the hot flame and whatever wild a girl can think , i thought all and everything.i had never stepped into kitchen in an idea to cook.

At times when i did cos of the boasting my friends gave(to say the truth i felt ashamed to say 'i don't know to cook'),my dear sweet mom never allowed me to.She will itself complain that i don't even know to cook,but will not allow me to work,i.e cook.May be cos she was afraid of the mess ,i may create or afraid to eat what i cook or whatever,she never allowed.But i do make dosa's well,really yummy dosa's,crisp roasts, i learnt it from my mom when was about 13 or 14 yrs old itself.i do help her out by making dosa's when she is sick.u must add,i knew to cook rice as well,with my mom's help,i keep the proportinate water and rice in the electric rice cooker,which turns off on its own,so never had a prob with that.But anyone can do all such stuff,my brother even does.

Alas,i made up my mind to cook,i wanted to master it.One fine day,when i told 'am gonna cook'.My mom was surprised and din't tell anything.She left the kitchen to me.After sincere prayers to sai and all other gods.I started my historical activity.After going through a few cookery websites and books.i surrendered to my mom.i asked her to teach me to cook,she asked me to be with her and just see ,so that i will learn few basics initially.'Nope',i will learn by cooking itself,i said with decision.Then after my pleading her so much,she thought me to make tomato pulav.i made her sit in sofa ,and will ask her what to do.cuttin tomatos,'done,next step?'.Well .she was patient to my queries.i knew i was driving her crazy ,thats what mom's are for, yaar!.All was done,i did make tomato pulav,sweating and panting.i felt so tensed when my mom ate what i made waiting for her to her to say about my pulav,believe me ,i was never so tensed even for my exams.When she said ,it was nice and its rare to make so,in first attempt itself.you know how i felt, i was flying.I felt cooking isn't that tough,afterall

But when i tried to recollect the steps involved making tomato pulav,i din't remember all the steps,cos i had just heard my mom and followed her instructions,without losing confidence,asked her to repeat the steps and memorised,i din't mind,her laughing,i even took notes to revise later.But,that was the initial stage of cooking activity,guys!you know what, i tried a few lot recipes then and a much better cook now.My last hit in my family is my homemade 'naan'.Nowadays even in TV,books and internet,recipes catch my eyes faster! After all ,its the matter of attempting to the tempting foods......

'That one'

2009-04-01T14:05:00.005+05:30

Yeah, i agree ,am getting focussed on one and only one.My mood swings up and low depending on that one.If that one is with me ,am the happiest,i become the princess of this world.If that one is far,am the saddest,i become the 'damsel in distress'kinda girl.I learn to live seeing that one,nope am wrong.I live for that one,this is the right note.Well,where have been that one all these years?How did i live then?i dont know...

That one is my passion,my bliss,my wish,my quest,my identity,my life.

Guess,u understood what is 'that one'.

Taught to live?

2009-03-31T19:19:00.010+05:30

Something is wrong with my heart,i think it was torn apart.

I was taught to be honest,i have always been ,a very few white lies,i have said.

I was taught to be kind,i am.

I was taught to love, i do without expectations.

I was taught to be polite,i am.

I was taught to lead, i do without mastering.

I was taught to learn,i do.

I was taught to smile.i do even when am hurt.

I was taught to be straightforward,i am.

I was not taught to live......i never was.

Story time pals...

2009-03-30T21:51:00.003+05:30

The sun was high up in the sky as brighter as ever.It was a monday morning and everyone in the city seemed busy.The school children were on their way to school, each in their own way.Few walking with friends,few riding bicycles,few peeping out from their school buses,and few still at home,crying not to go to school,few thinking of an idea to bunk school.The adults were in a hurry to be at work on time.

Admist the pillows and her doll,there sleeps our two yr old kiddoo heroine saisri, in her bed,softer than the bed,she sleeps and cuter than the doll,she is hugging."saisri! sri kutty ...",here comes her mom sahana calling her child.She sat, near saisri kissed her and slowly embraced her.Saisri woke up in the touch and smiled at her mom lovingly."We are going to granny home",added her mom.That was a sweet news for saisri.

For saisri,granny's place has always been a wonderland.She will be petted,hugged and fondled by all at home-her aunt,uncle,grandpa and granny, whom she loved so much.There were two cows,dogs,lots and lots of dove, in her granny home.The words,' we are going to granny home',excited her so much,that she allowed her mom to give her bath and ate all she spooned without complaining and got ready cheerfully.On her way to her granny's home in the car,saisri kept asking her mom,'Is the cow still there?'in her child language.Her mom smiled and said, " yes dear."

As soon as the car was parkedin her granny's place,saisri was in the hands of her granny.She hugged her granny and her granny embraced her and gave all the snacks she had made specially for her.She sat on the sofa eating them,when the voice of her dear cow,"maaaaaa......"attracted her.she ran to the backyard,to the cowshed, to see it.she stood there sometime watching the cow.She was always fascinated towards it,since it was so big and cute for her.Then hearing the sound of the dogs barking in the front gate,she went through the garden to the front gate.Her mom and granny who were into serious discussion over a family issue completely forgot her.She stood by the gate ,suddenly she remembered the school at the end of the road.Saisri has always wanted to go to school.'Am got to go...',she thought unaware of her age.A real venture for a 2 yr s old.She ran in to the hall,where her grandpa was busy watching news in Television.,searched for a notebook,she has seen her cousin taking notebooks and pencil,pen etc to school.Alas! she found a torn cover of a book and still no pen or pencil.She searched her granny bedroom ,what she found was a eyebrow pencil on the dressing table.'Am done' , she thought with a attitude of a school going kid.She went to the gate and started walking towards the school carrying her assets of pride-the torn book cover and eyebrow pencil.

Here, she is ,inside the school campus.How she escaped the sight of the watchman and crossed the main road's traffic, god only knows.She was astonished by the school atmosphere,the noise of the children repeating their teachers and the sight of the children playing in ground in their physical training session.While she was wondering where to go to 'learn like her cousin',the principal and a team of teachers who were on their routine rounds,saw her.The casual dress,she was wearing and the look she gave and her very little size,made them feel something unusual.They neared our heroine,"Look child,with whom did you come?why you standing here alone?".Saisri replied in her cute voice,"i came to learn like mona,i came alone".The principal and other teachers laughed hearing her innocence and seeing the things she had brought with her to learn-the torn book cover and eyebrow pencil,but soon stopped thinking of the seriousness.When they tried to interrogate her more, to send her safe back home,well we have a turning point,her cousin mona who was playing in the ground saw her and ran to her.She told her principal,"she is my cousin ,saisri" and turning to saisri,"why you came here???",confused.At this introduction,the principal feeling relieved said,"so, you are her inspiration to learn".They rang her home and intimated the happenings.

Meanwhile,saisri mom,grandparents and everyone at home had become afraid and scared of her 'missing'.And had started searching all over the area.The telephone call relaxed them.They hurried to the school and found saisri sitting in principal's room and having the choclet she gave.Sahana thanked the principal a hundred times seeing her child safe.And when they were about to leave the place after a few formal talks.Saisri asked,"when can i learn like mona?".Everyone laughed and the principal said with her smile,"Next year,my dear".

i am experimenting

2009-03-30T21:36:00.003+05:30

guys,you must have seen the other post as well,well,i have tried to tell you guys a story ,which is very much my own.i am never good at proofreading,i can never read what i had wrote or typed again and do editing ,patch up or whatever...I have mentioned earlier,whats my final copy will be my first copy as well.When i sat to post ,i had this idea of writing this story,so i have.Hope its good,if anything,no other you have to bear with.

Summer vacation-Life's very special occasion

2009-03-29T14:02:00.007+05:30

My kiddoo brothers had finished their exams n they went to my granny place yesterday for their vacation.It kindled the nostalgia of my vacations in me...wen i was schooling,though i was a very brilliant student ,i always longed for the annual leave n d vacation i wud hav at my granny's place.My parents used to come wid me n stay a few days in our granny place,n leave me there n return to our city.My granny's place was about 450 kms from our city,v used to travel either in car or bus,watever it was, i hardly slept durin d travel.I wil be so very excited abt the trip,meeting my grandparents n al my frens out there.

I was rather a mischievious child than Tom Sawyer or Dennis the menace.i had a long list of frens,a very long list.Almost everyone in d street of my granny's place wer my frens.I was petted by d elders n befriended my age group n leaded those younger to me.i was a tomboy then, me wid my frens of my age used to climb trees,jump over the wall,race in our bicycles,build a house with borken things n old blankets,hold a party in dat house,wich rather had nothing but my cookery set n the party was jus lik party, not the real party ,u must portray dat u ate out of d plate n drunk out f d cups served emptily, n do al such mischiefs,dat drove my grandparents crazy...My grandpa was a police commissioner, n was gruff in his manners,,bt wen it cums to me n my pranks,he never scolded me.I was his pet as wel.But wat my grand parents worried a lot was abt my safety.

In evenings n after sunset ,v always opted to play hide n seek or the ghost plays written by me.I used to narrate the entire story sequence n assign d characters to al.I played d ghost character mostly...i liked to threaten my frens,i stil remember one such play wen al went wel n d ghost entered d situation as narrated,with the ghostly white blanket wrapped n paintings in my face ,my fren swooned...V hav a hearty laugh over it nowadays wen v meet,bt then v got much scared than d gal whom swooned' dat sumthing has happened to her,n it was our crime' .Such wonderfuldays,full of fun n frolic,freedom n al play no wrok at al......vacations are always d special occasions of everyone's life.

Reluctant reading

2009-03-28T21:22:00.004+05:30

Have u ever heard of anyone,who sticks to reading a book,though it doesnt interest her,until d eyebal falls out?Wel...if u havnt,from now on,u can say yes.I hav been readin a novel today,wich was rather very bad ,i hav to say ,it was horrible ya.i jus cudnt stop reading or throw d book jus cos i started readin n wanted to complete it.D more i felt its bad n uninterested, even after reading half the chapters,d more long it took to end:(

After relishing , those yummy poori's ma mom made 4 breakfast,i lay in bed with ma teddy hugged in righthand n d book n left hand,wid soooo much of enthu...bt once i started reading it ,jus felt lik cursing d author n myself for having started reading it.

My eyes are burning out lik anythin now.i guess...,it must b d effect of d content of d novel, and not d continued reading.Watever,My mind is disturbed n haunted stil ,cos of the undesired reading.,and i jus dn get any thought now to post......

Moved re

2009-03-27T20:12:00.004+05:30

I visited my friend today,my very dear fren she is.Ma collegemate,she was ma everythin,is n wil b.she knews maself more than i do.It al started casualy, on d first day of college,c happend 2 b seated behind me.she got herself introduced to me.i wasnt pretty much attracted by her.jus sat silent all day waitin for d day to end.At the end of day ,though i had spoken to al gals in d class.i felt some warmth wid her n luckily she stayed near my home n so v went to d college bus together ,got seated next to each other n started talkin...wen d college bus reached closer to our home,v had cum much closer to eachother as wel.N d rest is history u can ask my juniors to my seniors,my princi to office staff,canteen guy to college bus driver,everyone saw us together n if one isnt attending college dat day ,other wil also not.V wer two sweeet cuties always together.Those r d platinum days al happy,fun n Together......Even once we reach home,we used to text each other til v fall asleep n early n d morning,it wud b her msg dat wud wake me up for d bus.

Years went off n finallly, after four intimate years in our life ,we had to be part by fate.we cudnt see each other daily nor msg or cal like before.U knw wat i cal her once or twice in a month n so does she.Initially it was her work wich kept her away frm me n then it was her marriage ,her hubby n now it d turn of her infant boy 5 months old(a rather chweeeeeeet rival for me;).wel..,Its al n d game.

She has her very own life now, to live,her huby n her child,all need her attention n care,bt stil i knw deep in my heart dat she luvs me d same way n so do i,i luv her more than ever...though we dnt see daily,text each other each second,cal up n talk for hours n are together always .our souls are always together.She is d one who cries wen am in pain n who smiles happily wen sumthin turns out to me wel.My eyes rolled out tears wen i heard d pain she had during her delivery, wich happened to be a scissorian.she had pain for 5 days then too itseems, bt she got a cute baby na out of that pain.Women are gifted in dat instinct.my fren for life she is......

Ahimsa-does it work?

2009-03-26T21:26:00.006+05:30

Ahimsa-this word speaks for itself.Lord Gouthama buddha and our mahatma gandhiji lived their life in it.They hav very much showed d ways 2 live life peacefully n happily.Even d munnabhai's n Vasool raja tried to portray it to their level best.But my query is dat does it reaaaly pay off?R v al taught enuf to be gud to al and in particular even to d person,whom hurts u?i guess d answer wud be no...

Ya even i have been not, for many years as a child.whenever someone hurts ,i wil jus give a straight cutoff n jus let them knw,wat they did or said was wrong.Attimes ,i even tried to take revenge or held on the grudge in ma heart.Wenever my mom used to advise me,i jus used to argue with her to the core.She used to tell me to forgive n forget is better punishment than to oppose.She used to add ,'life is too short to hurt n fight with each other'.i used to give her back in a stern voice,' wil my heart heal ,if am gonna forgive?afteral d hurt is stil there n wil b there as long as am alive.am i alone gonna live 100 or 1000 yrs, dat i hav to forgive?even i gotta short life,i don wanna bear hurts in dat'.i opted for 'tit for tat' concept.But...guess wat, i never had peace, though i did tit for tat

And gradually as i grew up,i became matured.My mom's words had an impact on me.I started forgiving ppl who hurted me n though i cudnt forget (since i had a very gud memory),started to stop thinkin of the hurts n focussed only on d relationships watever it was-fren,brother,father ,dad,aunt,uncle,nephew,cousin,collegemate or watever,i jus valued their relationship.U knw wat ???i realy hav peaceful mind nowadays.Afteral whoever hurted me whether they realise or not,am not losing my temper,my relationship wid them.Its keepin me happy n peaceful.

Missing IPL...

2009-03-25T22:20:00.005+05:30

Everyone in india seems to talk of either the IPL or the to be held Lok sabha elections.Almost every news channels,press, media etc., just focusses on these two issues.Am little disappointed as a cricket fan,that the IPL goes to another country-South Africa.A poll shows almost 79%(correct me if am wrong) of the population are disappointed.But it is okay yaar...After all what has to matter us a lot is to organise the IPL-2 successfully and send back all the players safely to their respective homes.

I believe none would have forgot the terror attack in pakistan on the srilankan cricketers and in our very own mumbai-The Taj incident.What we need now is safe gaming not terrific gaming.

We indians, will of course miss our IPL matches in our very own cities,our very own stadiums,our very own kinda cricket:(

Obsessed...

2009-03-24T15:04:00.001+05:30

It is a sultry afternoon,n here am sittin before my system,obsessed wid lot of thoughts,A lotttt of thoughts.Ironcial ,isnt it?d last time to post ,i really din hav anythin to say,but today overflow of thoughts.u knw wat, our thoughts are relative to our moods,so is our mind n creativity.At times, i feel lik am jus up in d sky n jus nothin does matter to me.Watver am asked to do,my ans wud be 'not a big deal',bt attimes even to lift my eyes to see d one who is talkin to me n respond ,it jus takes a huge effort, wel i mean it.Cos i l b lost n ma own world.

Everyone does stay in der own world n thoght.U n ur fren may be seated next to each other n watching the same movie,wat ur fren sees n interprets n wat u interpret wil b always diff.If u gonna read d same news paper ,u n ur fren,each one wil visualize only those they are familiar wid n intersted in.U may have ur attention on d headlines statin india won d first test cric in NZ,While ur fren who s totally disinterested wid cric,wudnt hav seen d headline it self n wil be reading abt the elections news...it happens,its kinda blindness or visibilty to only to related issues.

watver... am in ma own world,carried of by ma thoughts...

dn hav anythin to say......

2009-03-23T05:56:00.001+05:30

ds s my 6 th post,n suddenly,n so very soon,i feel like i jus don hav anything to say...very bad thought.'um,y is it i don hav anythin to say or write?',the question keep running in my mind.wel,i don hav d answer,i reaaaaaaly dont.

women??????

2009-03-21T19:24:00.002+05:30

Of late i read a story ,wich haunts me still.It was a story of a woman who feels al lonely due to her hubby's one word replies 2 her queries.i think probably lot of women in india do face such situations n living their entire life in such scenario.Wat pitiable creatures?V woman always bear al d troubles n pain for d relationship,bt has it ever been understood?

Its us who give al our luv ,care n affection without any expectations.Bt attimes v too want it to be reciprocated n jus wan our man to let us know how much he cares for us,he wil always be ther for us n want him 2 spend few special moments for us.do al d guys do dat?Wel i dnt think so.Quite a lot ,he wil be busy, we need to understand dat.At times he wnt be able to respond to us properly, many of our queries wil go unanswered,its okay.Bt y u dnt let us know u care,a few moments of real affection,afteral v r bound to live together,n am ur best friend.Y not?

If d gal is gonna say anything out of stress is it Sarcasm? My dear she is tryin to get ur attention,She luvs u a lot,U r her world,her happiness revolves around u.Even if she is in a Golden palace,wears d best of dresses n ornaments,its ur luv c values a lot.

U hav d the warmth n touch to keep her happy n young always n only U hav......

R u criticised?

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Did u ppl ,find ma last script intersting?wel i dint much.i had a comment wat yu upto,n d conclusion n title wer captivating ,kinda truth.Whoever, tanx 4 d comment.i personally wasnt much satisfied wid dat article.U knw wat i generally start writing in ma own flow of thoughts n have never edited anything,wat wil b my final copy,wil b ma first copy as wel,am used to it.1 of ma fren asked me to write on friendship n so i fixed d title, started writing,din feel much comfortable,i edited thrice n posted n d article stil dint cum satisfactory.May b if i had published ma first copy it wd hav been more captivating.Jus wanted to say dis cos,v hav 2 b always ourself,u can hear other's opinion ,bt wat our heart says must b d decision.Correct if am wrong n if u guys feel last script was equally good.

Being a gal n her twenty's,i often cum across lots of Queries wich i feel lik askin,so jus wanted to share it here.u gals out ther ,al most al must hav come across dese wordings'u r no more a kid,behave urself'.Havn't u?i do many times.i hav a teddy ,a very cute one,wich i keep wd ma self attimes,jus note attimes i had comments ,'y u do u wanna act lik kid?','dnt pretend 2 b a kid'.Pardon me,its ma very own teddy n wil keep it wd me ,even if am n my sixties.Am not tellin dis out rudely ,jus consider ma feelings too.Am jus a growing up gal,or young woman or watever.

Sumtimes i really get confused if i have to behave lik a grown up or growing up.Cos der r lot of situations in wch d society treat u as a kid ,n jus keep tellin' u r too young to decide or to talk or to be lik dis'.Den y shud nt i keep ma teddy wd me wen i want?Am damn confused...My dear Society wat u want out of ds little woman,to be ur slave? to abide by ur words?NOPE,dn expect me to be,i wil nt,Its ma very own life,i wil live it to ma heart content.Even i do have responsibilites of keeping up d family's name,Our culture n al,i wil abide by it,bt nt by ur RULES.V indian Gals,brought up in tamil culture wil always try to bring in Pride to the family n a gud reputation.So jus leav us by ourselfs,evenif v dnt bring u pride,wil atleast hav the content of venturing towards our dreams n happiness.

D critics of d society doesnt cum only from d elder age ppls,bt do cum from our own frens as well,d ppl of our age group.An acquaintance,i hav to cal her as my fren only,cos i dnt consider anyone as ma foe,told me ma blog s rather scripted a lot,no links,no images,no quotes n much more ,c told me ,ma RSS feed s very simple n dat it wnt attract readers.Jus wanna reply her n ds article.My dear fren ,am not Rude,am not Impatient,am not Hasty,bt ppl lik u make me so ,very often,even ma yogasana's n meditation doesnt help me out to control ma temper wen u pest's talk to me lik ds.I have been tellin, its ma Style,i wil write lik dis n dis wil be ma RSS feed.D readers hav to be attracted in ma words not n d links nor d images or watever.hope u understood my dear fren.

Uuuuuuuuf,i think i got realy nuts talkin abt those frens of mine,sorry guys ,it drove me mad n anger,feelin much more relieved now.My dear Readers,i know am jus buidling up ma blog n fans,n follwers,if u feel contented reading ma blog,n if ma words really attract u ,pls do let me know,am jus dyin to hear such words......

Best friend, Soulmate, Comrade,Roommate, Acquaintance,Imaginary friend,Spiritual friend

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Yeah ppl,ds article is on Friendship.The most valued n treasured relationship for everyone regardless of age.From grannies to Kindergarten kids,everyone in dis world want frens,luv their frens n jus cant imagine life widout them.Its wid our buddies dat we share all our stupid to mindblowing thoughts, our dreams,our secrets n al tat v cant share wid our mom,dad,bro,sis n even huby.

For almost everyone mom wil b d 1 n best fren forever,its with her v start our life in ds world,play our 1 game,share our 1st secret n everythin,c s obviously d best close friend 4 al.Bt as v grow up v start hiding things to her n share our thoughts to our frens,u wud seen many kids carryin a doll altime,treatin it as best friend,feeding it,playin wid it,talkin to it n even complaining to it.Its kinda imaginary friendship ,wch the kid thinks abt the doll.Once the child s into kindergarten,school obviously gets lot of real frens n few frens remain forever in our life.few frens r jus passing clouds.

If u hav got true goodfrens hu care 4 u,luv u ,accept u as wat u r,hu stay wd u watever d situation is ,then u r d most luckiest person n ds world.Am luckiest too,i hav lots n lots of frens who r wd me n r ma well wishers.If u gonna count those intimate close frens wid whom i share al ma tots dey wil itself b more than twenty .i had a fren to take care of me,wen was sick.i had a fren to correct me wen i was wrong.i had a fren to make me smile,wen i was n tears.i had a fren to make me understand ma abilities wen i felt am lost.i even had a fren to make me understand everyone wil not be d same always n life.u knw wat i made frens n al walks of life,wid ppl of al status.i never had any superiority complex wen i was above them,or inferiority wen i was below them,bt one particular fren,whom i hav seen n her worst stages of life,n who s doing well now,hurted me few months on a sensitive issue,u knw wat, c made me cry n c made me understand wats life, n dat ppl r nt d same always,n hw innocent i hav been thinkin.n d worst part of it was c reacted as if c never knew dat c hurted me r am hurt...wel dats life,c s ma fren after all, i forgot dat hurt,bt nt d incident still.Well its obvious n any relationship no one can b cent per cent perfect n al wnt b gud to u always., "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his

friends."(John 15:13).these are d words of jesus christ.Awesome na.Even in our gr8 indian epics der r lots of characters wich reveal pure friendship n d one dat cums dat strikes ma mind instantly s d gr8 karnan, i hav always admired karnan for his friendship,kindness,braveness n al ,jus for hs friend duryodana ,he died,he is reaaaaaaaly gr8,his friendship is pure.

Well u cant expect ur fren to die for u in dis era,well wil u do tat?or wil i do?No exaggerations,no one wil,bt dats not wats needed.frens r for life,to live life.

So cherish frens,Nourish frenship.

Frens r 4 life,attimes dey r d LIFE

Surrender urself 2 d almighty

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Have u guys ever felt afraid or worried of ur future? i guess most of us wud answer S.yeah its obvious n al age group whether u r 13 r 30 r 60 cos every1 has some desires r dreams n eyes 2 b fulfilled r achieved.N do u search 4 ur god wenever u r n trouble r prob?buddy dats reaaly bad.u must luv n cherish ur god n ur best n worst times equaly.Cos he knws wats gud 4 u,n wen 2 giv u wat.After al he s d 1 who created us on dis world,everythin happens cos of d almighty.

Incase if u r n atheist,u must b believin in science ryt?yup,mankind originated due to darwinism,bt even to dat evolution process 2 occur,wer do u think d cells originated?who created them?okies if u gonna tell hw cell originated on earth ,who created d earth ,sun ,moon our galaxy,n al other galaxies n al?Known is a drop ,unknown is an ocean. der must b sum power ryt?n dat power v presume as god -d Almighty

D almighty knows wat al v do,our tots,our actions n everythin ,So b true to urself n to al around u.Do not show hatred on anyone.Luv ur mom,ur family ,ur frens, ur life n most importantly urself unconditionally.Cos true luv creates happiness in u n around u.Wen u luv d almighty n others u wnt get angry , u wil find a lot of change within u n around u.

Every1 wl b n luv either on family or on frens, or on work or watever,bt if u jus tel n words u r n luv nbt n action u jus want it to be reciprocated or demand sumthn or jus want ur almighty whom u luv or ur mom or ur fren to take care of u n ur wishes alone,u can no longer tell u luv ur god or others,cos u very much luv urself only n reaaly very selfish.plssssss dnt.

Wel i guess am talkin lik a philosopher may b influence my man ,my sai n al

Ds article s to understand d real peace n happiness one gets wen u surrender urself to ur almighty.Cos u dn hav anymore responsibilities n ur hands,he s d ONE.So jus give ur heart n soul to watever u do,work smart n leave t to ur Almighty.He wil rock more than u expected n wanted,Believe me it works......Lets make our life Easier,Surrender 2 D almighty

Jai sai ram

Here goes my

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Hey ppl...

U r n d pages of d future rock star of blogs ,gr8 copy writer of famous sites n most popular women writer.Being my 1st blog jus don wanna write on sensitive issues.U can expect blogs on al topics under the sky in future need to do lot of referals...lol

Ma blog wnt b n d typical style f al blogs,it wil b absolutely n ma own style.u can chk ma blog 4 al those freakin thoughts of a little woman,wanna b writers,home makers, gals n luv,growin up gals n ethnicity,creativity,bein gal n al stuff 4 gals.

I dedicate dis blog 2 my Sai ram ,my Life,n al gals out there.

So keep smilin,tc,ciao

Note:al media ppl out ther,do start keepin ur attention n my blogs frm now itself,so in future u wnt have to read the archives to understand hw i started